Pilouette isn't quite sure what she thinks about Kyon. On one hand, he seems really calm which comes off as being kind of mature and adult, so she thinks he's kind of cool in that regard. But at the same time it's that calmness that kind of gets to her when she's worked up about something, which is...a lot of the time. She wants to be seen as mature and adult, but the way Kyon stays calm when she's flipping her lid makes her feel kind of childish.
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