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Nami ([personal profile] mikangirl) wrote in [community profile] lucetifans 2012-09-26 05:13 am (UTC)

1. Despite my hatred of that experiment, you're someone I would have been so proud to call my real family.

2. I know you'd be okay with it if I told you how I felt outright, but I'm not gonna complicate things. I'm just happy to have you back.

3. I kind of wish I could fix things for you so there isn't so much time separating you both. You'd be so good for her.

4. I don't think I will ever trust you. It's not wise, and you've done too much, and when it comes down to it if you cause trouble I'll go against you without a second thought. But despite that... I can't not call you my friend.

5. Sometimes your attitude gets on my nerves, but in the end, I guess you're too young to cope with this place. So I keep my mouth shut and just try to be there for you, because you need that support.

6. There are days I really wish I could love you. There are days where I nearly tell you I came so close. But why break your heart even more?

7. Yes, I know you've been through hell. Tough. So have a lot of other people, and they don't wallow in self pity the way you do. It's the matter of who you are that's stopped me from saying this outright, but if you keep going like this I'm sure as hell going to kick you while you're down.

8. I still can't believe you thought I was that shallow. Blood and species mean nothing.

9. Your world view is dangerously flawed, and as a result I don't trust you to have my back. But I'm trying not to hold it against you any more than that.

10. I wish I could take you with me when I go home.


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