1. There are two people I miss most. You're one, and it always amazes me that you never know why. And never will at this rate.
2. And you're the other because you let me be someone I can't be on my own and I really genuinely adore you.
3. I really like you, you're adorable and hilarious. But it's why I can't trust that you're for real. Real princes aren't charming. Still, I hope only good things for you. Prove me wrong?
4. Some days I really wish I could fix this. Other days I wish I could break it more. There's never enough words or actions for this. It changes by the hour, but it's steady in that it's always there. I wish we could just be in the same place at the same time in all respects just once and figure out where to go from there instead of reinventing and breaking all the rules all the time.
5. You intimidate me. You're strong, smart, savvy, and can get things I can't. It's intimidating.
6. You just scare me, so it'd be nice if I stopped trying to inch closer.
7. You are really really cute and I wish I could be your friend!
8. You fascinate me, but I worry about either of us getting too close.
9. I actually really respect you... and wish I knew how to say that by now.
10. I want to sing for you as myself, but I'm still too scared. No one knows why, and I don't want to let him stop me after all this time, but it's a childish fear. If I start again, it's like part of him has come back and I can't let you see that.
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2. And you're the other because you let me be someone I can't be on my own and I really genuinely adore you.
3. I really like you, you're adorable and hilarious. But it's why I can't trust that you're for real. Real princes aren't charming. Still, I hope only good things for you. Prove me wrong?
4. Some days I really wish I could fix this. Other days I wish I could break it more. There's never enough words or actions for this. It changes by the hour, but it's steady in that it's always there. I wish we could just be in the same place at the same time in all respects just once and figure out where to go from there instead of reinventing and breaking all the rules all the time.
5. You intimidate me. You're strong, smart, savvy, and can get things I can't. It's intimidating.
6. You just scare me, so it'd be nice if I stopped trying to inch closer.
7. You are really really cute and I wish I could be your friend!
8. You fascinate me, but I worry about either of us getting too close.
9. I actually really respect you... and wish I knew how to say that by now.
10. I want to sing for you as myself, but I'm still too scared. No one knows why, and I don't want to let him stop me after all this time, but it's a childish fear. If I start again, it's like part of him has come back and I can't let you see that.